Lipo'ed and Loving it!

Hi all, welcome back to you and to me. Today is Wednesday and being back online is wonderful and I missed it so I wont be taking any long trips away from the net anytime soon. But the news on me is I just had lipo and I am recovering in my bed dosed up on percocet. You know for the longest I battled with having the lipo and then I was like 'F" it! Working out has it benefits and I do not promote laziness but my time is non-existant, for anything including working out. Fat has a way of finding its way on to your body and never leaving and for women, very hard to get it off once it has found a new home right in the middle of your tummy. So my new life saver, Dr. Kurt Bivens did his magic and poof! The 'Pouch' is gone! Smile Im glad.... so if you are considering it then consider long and hard because although it did magic for me it may not be the same for everyone, the price is affordable considering what you are getting and then again for $4000.00 there are some other things you may be able to finance. ?????!!!! Been off two weeks now and the pain is manageable, the brusing has lightned, Im bored out of my mind....t.v and me have never seen so much of each other......well I will holla later......

Getting Creative

Hi guys Sorry it has taken me so long to come thru and let yall know bout the dumb, trivial shit that has been roaming thru my days but I am here now! Well, my book is almost done nad I am so excited but not cuz it is fabulous or cuz its is well written or cuz its pretty but because I am going to get rich off of it!!!!!! Ha Ha just kidding-no I am not. But I expect to turn a pretty profit from it and after all it is my baby. The book is so off the chain and as a proud parent you know I am boasting but really after you see it you will ove it too. The book features over 30 of the hottest pictures and with my award winning commentary you cant lose. The book is hand done, all of them! Every single page! Hand sewn together at the bind with silk ribbons, the fully 5 mil laminated pages are sharp at the edges and the glass cover tops it off! The back of each book features hand drawn and painted artwork from various artists. You never know what the interior back looks like. Everyone is different. The pictures include plenty of behind the scene photos and a 'How To' guide. How to be better! At everything! Fresh flowers cut and dried placed inside each page, along with silk page saving ribbons and closure ties. A unique gift for the holidays. And at $35 if you cant afford this book then you need two jobs. A paypal option will be added for easier purchase and the shipping and handling is on me for the first 50 books sold. Will they be available in stores? Working on it. Mass production is not an option because I am not mass produced! There is only one me and damn it I wont be copied and neither will my work, therfore each one of these books are all different and unique and they can be made to order. Sooooooooo, U will be getting one wont you?

Negativity NOT WELCOME!

I am in Hawaii and just got through checking an message sent to me by my administrator. It was in reference to the blog she wrote about the play. Unfortunatly we ( my web administrators & myself) may have hit some nerves. Ha Ha- thats to say the least, but if you read the comments then you guys know what was said- they have since been erased because although I encourage freedom of speech and free thought and the right to your own opinion I do not welcome being called out my name or referred to in any other respect than how I portray myself. So if name calling such as bitch, ho, slut, stripper, or any other derogtory term is neccessary then you need not be on my website! So to whomever it was and I do mean Mr or Mrs Anonynmous, please accept my apology for possibly offending you but get a fucking life- these are my feelings and guess what?! You dont have to like them or approve of them! THis IS MY website! And dont get me wrong you are welcome to post your true comments but calling me out my name is not acceptable- find some other words to describe what you feel- cuz they will be erased. Plus if you hate me so much- why the hell are you even on my website???????? Help me understand. And to the one comment- the one about 'do I think Im a star'- you damn right! Check my resume cuz I work extremly hard to be the individual I am and I continue to stay humble and instead of trashing others the idea is to help one another.

And since the rude comments had such an impact on me I had them erased as well as any other negative comments that were originally in the blog- but that is only because after reviewing them they seemed a bit harsh. I didnt originally write them but my admins take care of that for me because I am so busy trying to do more. So after all is said and done good luck to those who seek it and last but not least I am having a fabulous time in Hawaii without you.....

Finally its Over!

Well well well well. It is finally over and I must say it was an experience to say the least. The play opened at the Atl Civic Center on Friday the 9th and when I say that we, and I mean everyone was not ready for the real deal. Where do I begin.....ok. I will start with the first day we saw the stage, why was it the day of the play! U would think we would have been able to do a live run on a fully built, lighting, etc stage- no! Uh uh I was glad to have the opportunity to do the project but the stress of acting live is rediculous. So if anyone from the play, my fellow actors etc read this-please dont be offended but I must disclose the funny shit that went on.

Got there, the set wasnt built, the sound wasnt right, the lights werent right, the will call was a mystery to us all. I stayed in close company to my co-workers- they keep you laughing all the damn time. And everyones heart was warm and they make you feel better. So thanks guys. My opposite was Lucious- he played Trevore in the play, he is over 6 feet tall, built like a stallion, and when I say fine I mean like he should linebacker in the NFL fine. He was sweet to the inner circle but please dont piss him off......I did have my own dressing room which was awesome, a full bathroom, etc. I unloaded my gear like no tomorrow, everyone including Rashan was like damn but she had a diva thing going on too. Great minds think alike- be prepared. Girls are funny, why did all the women on the set have a candle in their space, like the smells were gonna make us act better- shit I should have a Emmy then- cuz I burned mines down til there was nothing left! Ha Ha thought it was Lenox Mall up in there, u know the smell when U first walk in from the Body SHop?! Yeah it relaxed everyone though. OK, whoever built the set should kill themselves! Jump! Common Sense- u build temporary stages/props out of light weight material....duhhhhhhhh. They built it out of real 2 x 4's and like it was an addition to your house! So guess what?! They couldnt move it! Which means we had to revamp the idea that the set would change while we stood on it- that didnt happen. Well after Fri was packed to all capacity we got the idea that we had to get it together- we did! Sat had two shows and they were off the chain, everyone killed it! Nailed it! Super glued it to the floor! It was awesome to see all those talented people really do the damn thing. It made me cry to see them acheive, to just be stronger then they were 1/2 a second ago....u know I loved it. The director, Lady J, was awesome too. She really did her thing - I just wanted it to be gooooooodddddddd. U know.

So I didnt hold it against her and she went above and beyond the call to be the best director she could- she rocked! The writter of the play is Ty-e Muhummad, coolest brother I know, but he is uplifting and mature and dominent and he keeps the demeanor of the entire cast in tack. This play was off the chain I must say and after all that it was - the good, the bad, the ugly, the stinky. It was meant for me to be apart of and I am glad and Blessed. I am now on my way to Hawaii for 6 days and cant wait. My better half has blessed me with the trip and I promise to come back with skin cancer from the way I am going to lay out in the sun......c ya Oh but before I go I have to shout out my girls on the set. Thanks to Tracy -she played the midget girl who got choked out! She is hilarious, love ya ma! Dr Muhummad- the actress, girl you nailed it better than anyone ever could have, there will never be a replacement for you. Rashan Ali- funny but now I have a new shopping buddy. Aw man I am gonna write the list down cuz I love them all so look for another update this week sometime, Hey thanks for your support!

Going Insane

Okay, its been a minute since I've posted but a girl has really been busy. I mean REAL busy. The play is opening in less than 3 weeks and we just did a major script overhaul- in what world???? Im still doing my tour thing and building my name but I've got to tell you people- if your shit aint right please dont call me and do ya damn research! I got a call for this event in Wichita Fall, Tx by this entertainment company called 'Greenhouse'. Why me?! These people are so backwards they probalby wouldnt be able to find their own ass with a maganifying flashlight-no make that floodlight! After confirming the date with them like a week ago they were ready to send the deposit- how come they bitched about having to Western Union it? Stop it i say! If your a legitimate business and can afford to bring me in to host yourevent then wjy are you complaining about $60???? And plus dont you think its unprofessional to tell the artist that you have money issues...... I really dont give a damn about that so unless I offer to do something for the 'free-ski' then dont ask. I am really upset now thought cuz the broad act like she done took some syrup before they came to pick us up and then the questions she was asking and comments she was making was inappropriate. Listen all my professional people- 1st rule: Dont ever thinks its okay to fratinize with the artist, we dont want to be cool with you cuz if you fuck up then it makes us feel bad for having to sue you! 2nd: Dont let the artist know you have money problem- we dont give a damn and we will tell others not to fuck with you. 3rd: Be couteous to your artists- we bring the money THROUGH the door. Attitudes do not sit well especially when we are nice to you. 4th: Do your research- how can you have an artist come somewhere and not know anything about them- this promoter really didnt know who she had sitting in the back seat- i could have been a serial killer for all she knew. And had the odasity to ask me who was the star in the play?! Bitch- me! Sorry guys- my frustration with this person is showing a little too much. She was cool on the phone during the booking process but once she laid eyes on me and her husband did too (by the way he looks miserable) you could tell it was an issue 5th: Read you contract! Dont joke about not reading the contract- dont joke about the money period! Its not funny. I just raised my appearance fee and I still come way cheaper than some and in others I'm way more expensive (especially athletes- they dont get paid jack to show up) ;( Still though- the venting session has to come to an end but not before I tell you bout' my homegirl- 'Baby G'. SHe came with me on this trip as acting p.a and when I say the looks she has been giving me could kill the assassions from the future! Sje felt my pain with the promotors and was biting her tongue- literally. But after arriving at the plushed out 'Holiday Inn'---ha ha ha. THat shit aint funny. We went to grab some food at pioneer #3 - with the paneling on the wall. I even thought I was about to get linyched- now you know you in the country when you order a steak and it comes with a salad, fries, pinto beans and garlic bread. Didi I mention that the dressing ws in a squirt bottle on the table? They even had a juke box on the wall that only had countyr music in it. Im not prejudice but everyone feels out of place when they leave Atlanta. Smile I love Atlanta! My color- do you like it? Let me know......

New Projects

Well today has been one of those days, learning 2 scripts at the same time????!!!! No wonder the actors get paid such big bucks- this is really hard work. My mind is going crazy trying to keep them separate- the play is getting closer and they have changed the date to September 10th which doesnt really help me out considering the movie filming starts sooner than that. The movie is for Master P and they wrote the part just for me so I feel special and definitly more comfortable in this acting role. I can be more like myself and no pressure to pull off something I am not. Smile I should have that mastered with the job I have huh? My wrestling friend, Mark Jindrake, who wrestled for the WWE was just released and now he wants to rap?! Ok, I was asked would I help and I agreed but the truth of the matter is m not sure this will work. I dont know, he's is a 6'6 300lbs white man who got muscles bigger than my whole body put together. Yes, he is fine as hell but marketing comes to mind especially when he told me he wanted to rap about interacial dating and other stuff. Our personal relationship didnt amount to much more than a few dates over a short period of time and well-you know the rest...... but were still friends and my heart goes out to him. We'll see....I'm off to save the rest of the world,,,,,,ha ha and who's going to save me?!

Identity Crisis

Most people have some sort of identity crisis go on in their lives whenever what they doing isn't working for them anymore. I'm no different. I think I just got bored with myself, others don't get bored but then they don't see me EVERYDAY! I changed the color of my hair! To 4 Colors! But it is beautiful, I think it was just what I needed because at first I was apprehensive but once the process got underway I was like 'if it doesn't look good I will just dye it back black...'. It looks like airbrush- from bright blonde to deep black. But through all the shades. Let me quit explaining, I will post a picture tomorrow. I had it pressed straight and the ends clipped so its so fresh. It worked! 'Choc' got her groove back!' ha ha I mighta been the new girl today-all day long... I saw so many people who had great compliments and envy. Next week everyone will be coloring their hair. Bliss of blonde, now what the hell do I do with the new growth? They will be dark brown, almost black, funny how that works huh?! More maintenance, but another pick-me-up was my new couch that was gifted to me today. The furniture store saw me coming and were front and center. I had my eye on this multi-color modern couch for a hot minute but at $4000- It was staying right there. By Design is off the chain and most of my unique style has been exploited in that store as well as my pocket but a very good friend of mine blessed me with my desires and that was fabulous. I just am so impatient- they told me I would have to wait til Wed for delivery- I told them don't sweat it, I'll call the moving men and make them come get it. See, that's the problem with Gemini's- we want it NOW!
Another subject- did anyone see or read the book? Confessions of a Video Vixen by ole' girl? Go to my message board and I'll start a shit talking section....See you there..